Sunday, August 15, 2010

Heroes

Sometimes life is actually really hard.
Sometimes all you want is for it to end.
There is so much going through your head. So many thoughts, so many memories.
You look at these photographs on your wall- frozen moments in time that you so often escape to. The good life. The times you hope that you will never forget, so that they will never really end.
Sometimes you wonder why you deserved such happiness. Why so many good times were yours.
Sometimes you look in the mirror, and imagine it shattering.
Sometimes, life is black. There is no happiness. There is no memories. All is numb.
There is just you, and that voice in your head. Yelling, screaming, silence.
But then a hero comes along.
And that hero saves the day.
That hero, MAKES the day.
You feel alive. You aren't numb anymore because you care. You care so much that you would actually die for this person. You don't want to die because you can't protect anyone when you're dead.
This is a shoutout to my heroes. One at a time. I will give all for you.
Patch
Jasmine
Kathleen
Jacqui.
I love you. I love our memories. You guys have saved me. Thankyou.

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

naw you are beautiful!!

you deserve every minute of anyones time xoxoxooxxo

<3 Kathleeen